I asked the spirits if a baby was in my client’s path and the answer was a very loud “No.”

My inner people-pleaser was shaking in her boots, but after 4+ years of intentionally developing my mediumship, I knew I had to do what I was hired to do: trust myself.

It’s been 4 years since I let my world die, rot, and rebirth.

I was a wife to a grocery worker, attending births with my PTO while working my 9 to 5 healthcare job in the wake of a global pandemic. Counting the minutes ‘til my toddler’s bedtime and crying myself to sleep from exhaustion were regular occurrences.

I was emotionally isolated, spiritually starved, and worst of all – this was the average state of most moms I knew, so I told myself, “This is normal. This is motherhood. In fact, this is good compared to [so and so],” dismissing my misery because others were experiencing worse.

“Is it selfish to have a baby during the end of the world?”

I hear this sentiment often and first I have to say: this is not the end of THE world — its the end of A world. A world under the grips of a small population of oppressive, unfortunately influential fascists. The era of patriarchal dominance is dying and as it flails to survive, it digs itself deeper into destruction. Energies of abundance, creativity, interdependence, and sovereignty are rising to rebalance and there are spirits that wish to come to Earth and participate in this incoming paradigm.